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here is where i post my blogs, a bit irregularly, with bad spelling, grammar and much shitpost! as most other things on my site, this goes under construction often, so bear with me. toodles.
[july 7,11:26am]
hi. its been a month of nothing. i have been doing school! which has been nice. the classes are reasonably difficult and the workload is pretty cray but we are doing it. hoping to get like.. straight a's but id be ok with anything above b's. other than that ive been just kind of doing nothing! russ and i finally finished totk. it was outstanding. very good ending. we've been playing minecraft but ive lowkey gotten burnt out from it and so ive tried to replay some older games i used to like, like animal crossing, genshin impact, and tft. its been nice! i got into my old tiktok account, mollysgenshit, and i went thru all the videos and deleted the cringe. i know. but i just had to. i might continue posting on there, but im like 90% sure my followers are not gna be active at all, so i need to like. find more genshin shitposters. genshin is fun! i do enjoy it. i think i needed like a major MAJOR break from it and no disposable income so it didnt turn into something like last time. ive been making more stamps too so thats been silly. my upcoming events include NEV REUNITED! nev is coming to madison at the end of july and then we are migrating to door county! it will be SO fun. i cant wait to beach. mmm beach. cya.
[june 8,12:26pm]
greetings earthlings! once again, things have been thinging. mostly just waiting for summer classes to start, reading books, playing an ungodly amount of video games and hanging out! its been lovely. i am rewatching my favorite guilty pleasure show, the summer i turned pretty, bc season 2 comes out in july! i have offically made a cosplans 2024 pinterest board so that i do not fall behind in planning and creation as i did the years prior. minus 2022, bc that wolfs gravestone that i made actually fucks and its on display for all my room enjoyers to see. before i move out from my apt rn i wanna take a cute pic of my room when its at peak cuteness, to commemorate all of the wild shit that has happened to me while living here. i am currently speculating that freddy and martha actually enjoy eachother, but each of them have too much of an ego to let to go, therefore they fight like all the time. literally. all. the. time. something is amiss! thanks for listening to me blah blah blah cya noobs.
[june 2,4:22pm]
bitchhhhh. things have been, thinging?? not enough has happened to make a real blog post so i will be discussing my love for the moshi monsters game/franchise since i am getting rid of some of my moshi monster guys. well first off, the game is a browser game that was killed in like 2019, but the saints of the internet have kept it alive, and made membership free. i wasnt really a die hard game fan but i fucking ate up that merch bitch. the little guys r just so cute. iggy is my favorite. like favorite. FAVE! (i kin him). anyway... yes. thinking about them. incredibly copium recently. i went to the lake and i wish i could live at the lake. missing door county summer rn. but its okay, i am coping. cyaaa.
[may 26,10:35am]
yall ive been getting up so early. like 5:30 am early. for like the past week. idk what my body is telling me but. damn. i also cranked out all the edits i wanted to do on this site over the past few days and im really proud of myself tehe. i need to add favicons and fix some links but other than that. shes done. i can just add content. yay. ive been painting stuff and playing games. today i see ronan and leah and apparently we are swimming?!??! summertime MOMENT! i am very excited. i have been in a weird funk over the past few days. could not really get to the bottom of it but i think its leaving. i also am listening to lady gaga rn and that improves my mood so maybe that has something to do with it. i cant believe this fortnite season is going to be over in a few days. i am so SO glad that i finished the battle pass. i hope they have a cute summer skin in the next one. i also might start watching drag race szn 7 bc everyone says that is like the best one and i feel like im missing out. godspeed. cya xx. (just reread this and i feel like it has no substance aside from shitpost update moment but im posting it anyway!)
[may 24,4:09pm]
holy revival! hi babez. its been so LONG! i have offically finished my first year of college and it was overall a solid 7/10. very much enjoyed making new friends and great connections, with some horrid moments sprinkled in throughout. its summertime baby, and im out of work. very much looking for jobs but also playing the new zelda with russ, became obsessed with ooblets?!?! bought a guitar, went camping, moved my fam into my place, playing dnd, and like, hanging the fuck out. it feels so nice to have a bunch of nothing days back to back. it feels insane. my hair is black and has some fading purple on the undersides. i have to live with freddy cat. he is a little shit and he knows it #teammartha. i am going to be updating this site, and hopefully get it to a place i am proud of by the end of the summer. i have some more minor changes to do but i reformmated some shiz. also the entries below arent ALL of them from the past but i restrained myself from just posting cringe all over the internet. CYA!
older writings
[mar 25,5:14pm]
in the process of dying my hair RED!!!!!!!!!!! ive never had bright red hair and my ass cant wait. i really hope it turns out hot bc i need that rn. overall w week. excited for the next few. gna slay at school on monday prolly. hoping. yearning even. i have neglected this site in exchange for other projects as well as doing absoluetly NOTHING! and it feels really nice. i will attempt to update frequently. i will attempt.
[mar 18,10:44]
holy balls its been a busy week in door county and my ass has loved every second!11! i thought it was going to be sadder moving out of my childhood home or whatever but i feel i am taking the change surprisingly well. i have gotten to stay in my moms nice rental condo and its SO SO SO SO NICE! i am refreshed tbh. i got to hangout with avery cam dakota and dia so that was AWESOME! love those guys. got my nails done and showed russ(MY BF!) around doco so that was sweet too. very giddy silly feelings all around! i cannot wait to get back into madison and see what the stem center folks have been up to, espically since i was mia the week before this one. i think its funny that they all have no idea how i just spawned in. fully random hired girl. so funny. every day with snow reminds me of how much i miss summer and any season with no snow. hopefully that ish gna melt soon. i love what a week in slightly better living conditions and no responsibilities does to my mental health. huge w its time to thaw out folks. cya!!
[mar 8,9:08]
hi! its been a little bit! i had a lovely night at pride prom. i caught a freaking cold, and so im just, coping around. took a sick day from school yesterday and today. i am playing fortnite all day. i am now questioning why any affection a man gives me makes me want to date him. why the freak am i like that? i think its the daddy issues shining through. but its ok, im coping. i would like to have this sorted out in the near future. i am also moving back in with my mom in an effort to save money! i have my own place till august but after that i get to be with her, freddie cat and maisy dog. i am excited to be honest. basement dweller moment. i am very excited to be done with the theater thing i am doing, i have been feeling quite burnt out, which makes me not want to do anything resulting in gross living conditions(i haven't done my dishes in five days). i will fix it eventually, so that comforts me a tad bit. im mostly excited for spring break bc my ass is visiting the freaking boys! it will be so fun. very pumped. alright, time to take a shitload of cough medicine and fuck off. cyaa!
[mar 2,11:07am]
ohhh my goddd no wayayyaaaa! hello sheeples! the past few days have been eventful to say the least. avery and i are ALMOST caught up on the last of us, i hung out with russ (hi :3) and he lost my favorite mitten glove and i am pissed, not at him, but at the world. i feel i am constantly in a state of whiplash and chaos and i can barely think straight. oddly enough, the car accident has made me feel better about independence. mrararara my brain juices have been swished around. therefore i am built different. some family matters have been sorted out and this is a good development for my quality of life. i vow to continue to slay and serve massive amounts of cyunt for the rest of the week, mainly bc tmr is uw pride prom and its gothic theme? built for my queer ass. cya
[feb 27,11:38am]
at home, waiting to be fetched by ronan and escorted to school. i am experiencing some government mandated mind fucking. feeling odd. i started to listen to all these old songs from a very VERY specific time in my life and i am not regretting it, i enjoy the music a lot, it is just reminding me of my immature behavior and i regret my actions. i am hoping i am making the right decisions in the present. i think i am, but you can never be too sure and that is what is bothering me. someone should tell me how to be because sometimes i cannot calm myself down. thankfully this week is going to so whiplash inducing that i wont really have any time to think about any of this. i am excited bc avery is coming to town and we can finally get caught up on the last of us and hangout, and i have this surprisingly intensive theater thing i am involved in. new drag race episode on friday too. waiting period of weirdness. eh, ill grow to like it. i am working on some linocut printy things, prolly gna make a deck of cards for redacted, and i am getting back into animal crossing,,, i am excited for spring break bc i know my ass will be rotting away playing that shit. mmmmm. cant wait for that system reset. raaaaggghh. potentially adding a chatbox to this site and working on a poetry page, we shall see how those endeavors go. marble and i say bye! cya next blog.
[feb 24,2:24pm]
greetings earthlings. i am at work right now. i cant do my lab for env sci because my computer cant run the website. i dont want to do any work work so i am blogging. i am about to go on a date tonight! i am quite nervvy. well, not really but i enjoy the act of overthinking. i romantize well. i have learned that my theater organization might have a little original works show, so i am going to attempt to revise some of my old poetry, or write more, maybe i should write more??? for that. i haven't written much lately, but i really hope i can start to write again. i am realizing that i need to stop worrying so much about mundane things. in the end no one really cares that much so why not just do stuff(WITHIN REASON!1!) and sidebar, after the events of the past two months, i know now that planning means NOTHING. because literally anything can happen. and i hate it. i hate it so much. i want things to go perfectly and sweetly and just like how it goes in my pretty little head. but no. just not possible. thats the beauty of things! if i didn't crash into that public metro bus, would I have held hands with leahcat on the bus last night? NO! NO I WOULDN"T HAVE! UGH! LIFE! GOODBYE!
[feb 21,10:53am]
hello people! this is my first EVER blog entry and i am estatic. during the beginning of the year (pre getting dumped, before my world literally just like burned in front of me..anyways sorry for being edgy), i pledged to myself and said i needed to program more! and so this is that. my silly self is enjoy it. since jan 1 i have started new job(W!!!11!), got dumped(ANOTHER W I PROMISE!!), changed majors, met some cool people and i am happy to say that i am starting to get better mentally. maybe all the fumes r starting to go to my head tehehe. i am very exctied for the upcoming months as i continue to explore who the f i am, make connections, disect cishet mens brains, chew on wires and generally go insane. i am in a theater thing that goes until march and that has been fun! i also modded my ds with a friend and saul goodman is the background. ik. outstanding. more to come folks :3